With a cherry on top?

Isn't it sad when 21 years later you find out how much of a lie your childhood was? And who your father really was/is? Do you take it as....well everything just makes more sense now. Or do you take it as....that rat bastard I hope he's getting everything he deserves coming to him.

Either way...I have never been a fan of holding grudges or staying bitter. Personally, it doesn't go with my complexion.

However, since the economy is all going down the toilet and back into the ocean (Finding Nemo) and since I resigned from my last job, I am going down the toilet in bills and supplies I need for school and every day life. Not that I regret going back to school but I sure do wish some stupid retail store or restaurant would hire little me so I could pay off my bills. Ya heard? But of course I am trying to be patient until that day comes.

HOWEVER, my "father", (guy who knocked up mom & surprise, came me) whom is financially great, *cough red sports car for his witch*, has not offered to help me. I know, I have been very independent and have been working since I was 18 and have always paid for my own things. But help a daughter out please. PRETTY PLEASE. With a freaken cherry on the freaken top!

I am not bitter although I sound like it. I believe that your children should always be first in your life. Not second from the witch from hell. She really is that terrible. And he is not that great himself. Once a cheater ALWAYS a cheater. Sorry ladies, just dump him! Do not hurt yourself by living a lie and having children with him when 25 years later he will say PEACE OUT and move on to his falva of the week.

It is just the truth.

I do no hate men, I have found myself a wonderful mate who has been so great to me. Of course I have my trust issues, HELLO: lying cheating father. But I overcame them when I met my mister friend. He's my best friend and my future. You just know.

All in all, another day of nonsense.

I feel like crap with a side of chet. I think I caught a sickness from my nephews. Love those little guys but hate the germs and my crappy immune system. Oh well. Back to my book.

xoxox, Candy