Anxiety say what?

What?
No!
After 2 posts ago, I let a load out. And since then, I have felt sooo much freedom. I have this incredible sense of peace. Along with late-night-falling-asleep-while-praying, kind of prayers.
I had this overwhelming sensation to start taking control of my life again.
I sat in my bed all morning, congested, and deciding if I should clean my room, or my car, or do my 20 page study guide. I'll do the study guide tonight. But I want to help myself first.

For most of my life I have been living to please others. Go to this church, dress this way, hang out with only this crowd, etc, etc. It's time I go to THAT church and I dress THAT way and I only want to have THIS many friends. It's my life that was given to me by God. I am sure that if he wanted us all to be the same, he would of all made us the same.

Be free. Make good choices. Keep peace shining in your life. Why hate? I only love. And I have decided to live by this:


I'm a girl, in a sad world full of hate. But as the hate surrounds me, I keep saying, "My Skies are Gray, but My HEART is SHINING." Take that hateful world. Love, peace, prayer, forgiveness and grace. It should be everyone's way of life.